My Life’s Journey so far

I am going to start by saying I thoroughly enjoyed teaching tonight. I can really see myself with my own school. Seeing the progression and potential of those I am responsible for teaching is actually a feeling I cannot describe. I love seeing the love of Taekwondo growing in them and it’s amazing to think I have played a part in that.

I also know, call it sixth sense, that the toxic person is doing something against me again. I always sense she is setting things up but I got the feeling she is trying to move it along a bit tonight. I have news for her, I am so hyper aware of all her goings on, I can see it coming a mile away, she is not as clever as she thinks she is. And if she seems to be getting away with it, I will move forward with my plans. Not anything against her, that is not my way, but making the changes I need to so I can remove myself from the situation but not Taekwondo.

All that drama aside, I loved tonight. Got to see some people I love who actually still see me for who I actually am, not a version designed to try and ruin me. I also enjoyed my own training. I do enjoy doing higher grade techniques. Learning new things in TKD is my happy place.

Going to bounce around different timelines telling things as they come to me. To do with TKD, my personal life, my history and anything else that occurs to me that I cannot speak about with anyone.

The discovery of a blog has given me a level of calm in the day I have been doing it. And I am writing again, not a high level or anything earth shattering but it feels wonderful.