My Life’s Journey so far

Well I am off teaching and training tonight. Wonder what this will bring after a sort of ‘run in’ with the toxic person last week. Flexing her pretend and imagined authority in a way that she cannot be called on it but also was meant to embarrass me and make me feel like shit. All it did was make me rage, on the inside. It is was also the catalyst to make me think a major change with regards to my training may be the best thing all around.

Where I previously just flirted with the idea of this change, I am now seriously considering it, and just waiting to see how things are leading up to the next big event. She seems to be ramping up so if I see no action on this, if I am just left again to ‘accept’ this because I don’t make waves, then that will make my decision for me. People think I just put up with things and am ‘OK’ with it, but what they fail to realise is that I move in silence and they won’t know until I am sure and decided and my mind cannot be changed. They know it is happening so if they choose to delude themselves, it is on them.

We shall see if anything looks or feels different. I am sure there will be something to write about later though after training. Hoping for a ‘It was an amazing session’ vibe myself.