My Life’s Journey so far

I am finding that writing all these thoughts that cloud my head down here in this blog is really helping with my my positivity. I know I will still have ups and owns but it it is nice to have something that seems to be helping.

I am off teaching and training again tonight so will have to deal with the toxic person and quite a few of the people she has turned against me. They are all there already when I turn up on this day. I always hold my head up high when I walk in and keep to myself. I would rather sit alone that try and mix with people like that just so I don’t feel like I am alone. If she thinks her ignoring me and putting on her show of popularity (not even genuine as she has manipulated people) bothers me, she clearly didn’t know me as well as she thought while she was pretending to be my friend. She saw the insecurities and is playing on them but missed the flip side to that coin for me where I I stand tall and say no. I know for a fine fact she would crumble in my shoes, but she thinks she is winning.

I keep waiting to see people wise up to her, and I honestly think they are but she has managed to get or give the impression of having power so no one will stand up to or against her. Even if they now see and know the truth.. Time will tell. I may still be at the club to see it, I may not. Unfortunately for her, if I do switch it won’t be far and she will still have to see me improving in TKD and likely doing better as I won’t have to deal with her or any of her flying monkeys when I am at training. I can just train, which is all I want to do.

We shall see what the evening brings..