Haven’t written anything in a few days, but I am still feeling positive. I have taken control of my finances and organised things differently so I can manage it better. Having control back in one area has been brilliant.
I also had the best night out with my good friend last night. We had so much fun and it was something I really needed. Not the usual pub visit either, we went to a concert and had the absolute best time!
Traning problems with a particular horrid person still persist, but I am also looking at that differently. How sad to be so mean spirited in your heart to behave in that way towards someone else for no reason other than jealousy. Ridiculous jealousy too. I was at training a couple of nights ago and she was being passive aggressive to make me feel crap, all it did was highlight what an absolute awful person she is. I just kept looking around at all the people who don’t even acknowledge me anymore and thinking that the option to move clubs is looking like the best option for me. Once the next event is over, I will broach the subject and I am also going to make it crystal clear the reason why is 100% this person. I am no longer protecting her with my silence. I am also going to talk on the subject of my opening my own school, with all my research prepared and ready to go.
Wish me luck 🙂
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