My Life’s Journey so far

Oh my goodness is my sleep messed up at the moment.. My brain will not switch off!

Keep thinking about everything with this guy I like too much for my own good. At what point did he decide I wasn’t interested? Why do I see everyone around me being pursued hard and so much effort being made. Then there’s me where enough to make me wonder is put out like breadcrumbs and if I don’t then make all the effort then ‘poof’… gone. My situation is clear to them but theirs isn’t to me so for goodness sake, just be clear with me! Tell me! Or is the nothing because I was so off about what I thought I saw? 🤷🏻‍♀️ I suppose I have to assume so.

No wonder my sleep is messed up 🙄