My Life’s Journey so far

I am done. I am done being me. It gets me nowhere except used. No one is clear, just drop crumbs and if I don’t go picking them up nothing happens. I am always an afterthought and its because I am not needy, not demanding. By being there for people and being understanding I allow people to pigeonhole me into their support pet who is only noticed when they need something. The same people who know what is going on with me yet still dump all their emotional baggage at my feet. And when its me, there are a few symapthetic noises and ‘yeah, you need to sort that out’ comments and then move on to them again. Sometimes it is a story about how they totaly understand because of their own thing which morphs into talking about that thing.

I am just done. If people want to treat me like I am invisible, I will be.