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  • Last Few Days

    Haven’t written anything in a few days, but I am still feeling positive. I have taken control of my finances and organised things differently so I can manage it better. Having control back in one area has been brilliant. I also had the best night out with my good friend last night. We had so…

  • Things at Home

    In addition to all my issues with certain people at training, my home life is also still just as toxic. I think once your eyes start opening to particular behaviours and you start changing and deciding that you are no longer willing to accept them to ‘keep the peace’ and making the effort to maintain…

  • Noticeable Changes

    I have definitely been feeling more positive within myself lately. Writing whatever comes into my head about what I am currently feeling/thinking about has helped so much. I went out for a drink and a catch up last night with a great friend who I haven’t seen for a while after an extremely hard 3…

  • Today…

    I have had a really good day today. Feeling a little sad still about the withdrawal of a certain person. I cannot complain but I have felt it and I miss him. However, I understand and can do nothing but accept it. I was productive at work, then I went to have a catch up…

  • Last Night

    So, I went training last night on a night I haven’t been to for a long time. I knew my friend was also going to be there so I had some support from at least one person and could enjoy it if there was partner work. Which there was 🙂 My main instructor wasn’t there…

  • The morning after

    So training last night was interesting. No one in my class and not required for the main bit so I went outside to stretch and practice my patterns. Was OK initially but then appeared the toxic person’s daughter who is also involved in the bullying (let’s actually call it like it is) and has also…

  • Current mindset

    I am finding that writing all these thoughts that cloud my head down here in this blog is really helping with my my positivity. I know I will still have ups and owns but it it is nice to have something that seems to be helping. I am off teaching and training again tonight so…

  • New Day

    Waking up very tired today as I was chatting with my eldest for a long time and couldn’t sleep for ages after he went to bed. Am running on about 3 hours of sleep. Despite this, I woke up determined and have actually, potentially, found a solution to my financial predicament which I need under…

  • How I am feeling tonight

    I have covered the fact that I am in a very unhappy marriage, which has been dead for years and really needs to just be official already. However, my feelings are in flux tonight, not because of anything to do with my marriage but because I have feelings for someone else. He is a really…

  • My visit to a Medium

    Before COVID hit in 2019 I went to see a Medium who was recommended to me as ‘amazing’. All I can say is she was indeed amazing. I went to see her again recently. Mostly to see if I could get any guidance regarding my current home situation which is terrible. Put it this way,…